THE VOICE

HARD LIKE A ROCK AND SURROUNDED BY MANY SOLID FRIENDS

الماضي لا يعود ابدا

كان الجو ممطرا, حبات المطر تداعب وجهه و شعره الناعم, يشعر بفرح غامر و سعادة لا توصف. مع كل خطوة يخطوها ينبض قلبه بالأمل و الحب و الحياة, يسير متلهفا للقياها فقد غاب عنها سنين طوال.

مند أن فرقتهما السنين لم تغب صورتها عن خياله, كان يراها في كل شيء و يسمع صوتها مع حفيف الشجر و تغريد العصافير.

احبها حبا كبيرا لا يوصف, هاهو يسير اليها تسبقه نظراته, يحس بالمسافة بعيدة و بالخطى ثقيلة, ولكن لا بد انه سيصل.

كم كانت المسافات البعيدة تقصر و هما معا, كم كان الوقت يمضي بعجلة و هما يتبادلان احاديثهما الصبيانية, تشهد الشوارع على حبهما و تتحدث اشجار الحي عن قصتهما, حتى ان الياسمينة التي كانت تراقبهما باتت تغار منهما.

لا زالت السماء تنشر قطراتها و هو يمضي للقياها, سار طويلا طويلا, و غدا كلما اقترب من بيتها اكثر شوقا.لمح بيتها من بعيد, هاهي تلك الشرفة التي جلسا فيها و اطلا من سورها على شوارع المدينة الجميلة مع هبات النسيم.

وصل اخيرا.. نعم لا يكاد يصدق نفسه, ها هي تطل عليه من فوق كما في الايام الماضية , كم كان سعيدا, سكنت البهجة جسده و استوطنت فيه, كل الكلمات ضاعت منها الحروف, و لغة العيون تهمس بما يدور في فلك كل منهما.

اخيرا عادا لبعضهما بعد الغياب, فجأة..... صوت من بعيد يقترب و يعلو شيئا فشيئا, يصرخ في إذنه كالريح المجنونة..... انه صوت المنبه يقول انهض... انهض...... فالماضي لا يعود ابدا...................

 



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thecaller from Egypt
August, 09, 2006 9:00 PM
السلام عليكم..
الله يسامحك:):)
كان عندى امل تطلع النهايه سعيده..كنوع من انواع التغيير..
لكن الظاهر ما فيش فايده..
اما حلم او وهم او خدعه..هو الحب!!
شكرا ..فعلا اسلوبك حلو
M.M from Jordan
August, 09, 2006 9:05 PM
thecaller
شكرا كتير هاي شهادة أنا بعتز فيها
thecaller from Egypt
August, 09, 2006 9:08 PM
asalam 3alaykom,
Did you check my last post?:):)
hamede from United States
August, 09, 2006 9:33 PM
It is a fact of life.
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:35 AM
Thecaller
I checked your last post thank you very much, I left a comment
Bye
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:42 AM
hamede
you are 100% right, it's the fact of life, but do you know something sometimes it works with some people and dreams become true, I wish all your dreams become true.
May I ask you about your dreams (if you don't mind off course) it's very important for everyone to have dreams isn’t it?
You are welcome in the VOICE and I hope you will like it.
Byeeeeeee
hamede from United States
August, 10, 2006 12:47 AM
I do not do dreams,i get halwasat.
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:54 AM
you know something because we don't have dreams it become halwasatttttttt you are right.
eno from Sweden
August, 10, 2006 1:21 AM
صح النوم..!!
كلام جميل و اسلوب اجمل..
بس اقولك هلى سر.. انا حسيت للحظة انها تقف فعلا في البلكونه و هذا الصوت القادم من بعيد يقترب و يعلو شيئا فشيئا, يصرخ في إذنه كالريح المجنونة..... صوت طفل صغير ينادي "ماما" و يلوح لها بيديه!!
جميل انك تاخدنا جوه القصه..

تحياتي
Ramroom from United Arab Emirates
August, 10, 2006 7:30 AM
3anjad ma berja3 el madi.. and as much as we want it to, sometimes living with a good memory is as good as living it.
Neverland from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 10:49 AM
Allah ysam7ak :(
Why do you send depression messages to a newly engaged lady :(

Kidding :) It was really nice, but I have my own story, which somehow doesn't agree with it...

It's all about Naseeb and what God wants you to have...

So, I believe it's more about your fate...The past can still come back...

I will share a story with you :)
I knew this guy, who loved a girl, but the families didn't want this unity to happen, and so it didn't, the girl got married, and the guy stayed single. after a year, the girl got divorced, and when he knew , he told his parents "God took her away from me, God sent her back to me, so you WILL go and ask for her hand, or I WILL take her and LEAVE"...And now they are happily married with 2 beautiful kids :)
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 11:45 AM
Neverland
I don’t know if their still guys like this one, he believed in his love, but I think it's not good idea to keep single for two reasons the first he must move ahead with his life because this is not the end of the world, the second is if the girl he loved was really in love with him she should fight for it(DON'T TELL ME SHE WAS FORCED) because if the girls want to do something no one in the face of the universe could stop them, am I right ?
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 11:50 AM
Ramroom
The past never back but it leaves the sweet memories and moments that we will never forgot to the end of our life.
Jerusalem from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:14 PM
M.M, well to tell you the truth, you say: if the girls want to do something no one in the face of the universe could stop them, am I right ?
I'm sorry but you are not right, maybe you base your judgement on specific types of female personalities you dealt with, some girls are too shy to even speak out their minds, this is the first issue, the second issue: you say she should fight for their love,
mashi kalamak, but if the guy was unable to make any moves or fight for their love in the first place how is she supposed to fight? Plus, you say we should move on with our lives, how is she supposed to move on with her life, while she is supposed to fight? Solve this dilemma for me and correct me if I was mistaken.
Jerusalem from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:14 PM
M.M, well to tell you the truth, you say: if the girls want to do something no one in the face of the universe could stop them, am I right ?
I'm sorry but you are not right, maybe you base your judgement on specific types of female personalities you dealt with, some girls are too shy to even speak out their minds, this is the first issue, the second issue: you say she should fight for their love,
mashi kalamak, but if the guy was unable to make any moves or fight for their love in the first place how is she supposed to fight? Plus, you say we should move on with our lives, how is she supposed to move on with her life, while she is supposed to fight? Solve this dilemma for me and correct me if I was mistaken.
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:26 PM
Jerusalem
Look if the girl shies to speak out her mind and the guy will not make any move for their love, and then there is no love in the first place.
I meant by he should move on with his life is what he will do if she get married and left him , it's a fact and he should deal with it.
Jerusalem from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 12:42 PM
M.M,
you know what, you are completely right,
THERE WAS NO LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE....
Fadi K from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 4:51 PM
Hi , I have been away as you know M.M , but , I admit it , I missed a lot here.

First off , you're such a tease! So it turned out to be a dream??

Second of , This goes to Neverland: I don't beleive in fate and these things! It's what you plan for considering everything , take proper action and get what you want.

Thank you M.M for this.
M.m from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 5:22 PM
Fadi
You have to take the proper action that's extremely true, but in the other hand you should believe in fate. Because my friend every thing MA7SOOB O M2ADAR, it's your DESTINY
Fadi K from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 5:41 PM
Not really sir! Life is what we shape it to be like and nothing happens without a reason or a set of reasons in this world.

But anyway, I think I got what you're trying to say, You plan for something, you believe what you come up with is true and fits well the purpose, you act accordingly then you harvest what was sown. Now, if things turn out to work well, we call it destiny. On the other hand, things that don't work well fall under the same category of "destined to be that way". It's an endless debate!

Naseeb and these things are based on factual reasons , not any other.
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 6:09 PM
Mr Fadi
Not really sir things that
don't work well because you didn’t give them the enough effort to be success are not under the destined category, they will be under the category of unplanned, weak work and preparation.
We can't say that if every thing doesn’t work as it should be it's destiny to be failed. You have to donate your best to gain success, not to swear the bad luck and then name it a destiny.
I believe that you contribute in creating your destiny.
M.M from Jordan
August, 10, 2006 6:25 PM
What I meant: things that don't work well because you didn’t give them the enough effort to be success are under the destined category, but it’s your choice to determine under good or bad destiny they would be. Every thing doesn’t work as it should be it's your bad destiny to be failed it’s your hand’s work, and if you made the best and it doesn’t it’s also your destiny (no one knows where the good is, may be it’s for your benefit in the future).
But still you have to donate your best to gain success and good destiny.
I believe that you contribute in creating your destiny the good and the bad one.
I wish you the Good.


Neverland from Jordan
August, 17, 2006 5:23 PM
DEar M.M,

Sometimes, it isn't your choice to stay single or not...You know?

When you really love someone, you can't move on easily...Trust me...It isn't an on/off switch...You need to take your time to heal the wound, and sometimes it isn't easy...

I believe if someone was able to move on easily, it means that s/he weren't really in love...s/he had other things in mind, which is building a family with someone, but this unity isn't based on love...

You said that girls have the power to change, and parents can't force them, right? I agree with you, BUT, this happen only when the girl is educated AND also the culture the family is living according to...If the family are opened-minded they might understand such an issue , but they aren't, the girl has no choice but run away with the guy, and this will destroy her reputation espicially in arabs community...
Neverland82 from Jordan
August, 17, 2006 5:30 PM
And this goes to fadi,

WHAT? you don't believe in FATE?

You are a muslim my friend, and your fate is written from the day you were born...Marraige and your birthday, and the day you day are your naseeb...naseeb...naseeb...You have nothing to do with it...
Neverland82 from Jordan
August, 17, 2006 5:30 PM
And this goes to fadi,

WHAT? you don't believe in FATE?

You are a muslim my friend, and your fate is written from the day you were born...Marraige and your birthday, and the day you die are your naseeb...naseeb...naseeb...You have nothing to do with it...
thecaller from Egypt
August, 20, 2006 10:34 PM
Aslam 3alaykom,
M.M...where are you???
i want a post....maleesh da3wa ;(
M.M from Jordan
August, 21, 2006 10:24 AM
Hi friends
I had the finale exam in the university with 50 homework question with some computer assignments so I was so busy in a very big miss, thank you very much and I appreciate your comments.
I'll be back
Zakaria from Syrian Arab Republic
September, 14, 2006 11:10 AM
It is true that the past never came back , but beautiful memories never dies.